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'Absolutely Nothing'

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She said she wanted to be a writer

Because that’s what made her happy

But the other kids ridiculed her

For having such strange ideas

So she decided to lock her ideas away for a while

Lock away the princes and princesses

The fairies and far away kingdoms

So she could grow up a little

And then maybe they’d accept her

Because that’s all she really wanted.


She said she wanted to be a writer

Because it helped take away the pain

Growing up wasn’t what she expected

And it ripped down her defenses

Before she even had a chance to fight back

And so she left her old ideas where they were

And wrote about death instead

About abuse and rape and torture

To make her pain feel insignificant

Because that’s all she really wanted.


She said she wanted to be a writer

Because it would be the last thing she’d ever do

Though the sleeping pills made it hard to concentrate

And the tears blurred her vision

And smudged the ink of her pen

She needed to say goodbye before she fell asleep

And she wouldn’t regret a single thing

Because this was all she’d ever deserved.

That's why on the back of a brown paper bag
he tried another poem
And he called it "Absolutely Nothing"
Because that's what it was really all about
And he gave himself an A
and a slash on each damned wrist
And he hung it on the bathroom door
because this time he didn't think
he could reach the kitchen.
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spearmint-toothpaste's avatar
I can't believe nobody has given you a comment yet! Your poem is a great Adaption of the original "Absolutely Nothing" - heartbreaking, but beautiful and it deserves so much more :+fav:s and comments.